** I'M DowN **

tuesday... was a bad day for me.... i'm doing something that is crazy if i think back.. oh how come i said that word to *** ... how malu i was... oh god....

am i being too honest by saying that word to ***... oh Gosh really makes me feel stupid n unhappy.... AFIEZA.....!!!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HAH ????

oh i'm really lost my mind that time... i feel bad n weak......

how come hah ????

i kept wondering how i can said each of that word to *** !!!!!

that was very STUPID THINGS I EVER DONE.....

ohh... it kept bothering me arh...

i can't ever think about that !!!

if i can go back to the past..

oooh how could me !!!

if i erase *** memory !!!!

if could do anything....

but..... that all was an impossible to be done by me!!!

sooooo saddddd....i hope *** can forget about what i told *** yesterday..

even though its stupid but

somehow i felt good for letting that stupid thing away hehehhee

but still im depressed about it

hope i also can forget about what have i done yesterday uhhh....