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Thursday, October 6, 2011

Penat TAPI (...)

long time no see kwn2 ye...
-secebis rasa pahit kehidupanku...-

hidup yang xpenah kering dengan UJIAN dari TUHAN... letih menghadapi tapi terpaksa berdepan dengan UJIAN tersebut.. payah nak digambarkan tapi terpaksa luahkan untuk secebis hati menemui ketenangan sementara di dunia ini... apa yang dipinta ialah supaya dipermudahkan segala urusan dalam menempuhi UjIan INI... hidup hanya persinggahan sementara...dan semestinya TUHAN ingin menguji kekuatan iman kita wahai Manusia... jadi diberiNYA dugaan dan cabaran untuk kita tempuhi.... segalanya bergantung pada kekuatan IMAN kita untuk terus bertahan menempuhi dugaan dan rintangan dariNYA... insyallah... dengan berbekalkan iman, taqwa kita akan berjaya melepasi saat2 genting dalam hidup kita ini...

secebis hati yang menangis memohon dipermudahkan dalam menghadapi dugaan ni... merayu pada TUHANNYA supaya dihindari dari segala dugaan yang tidak termampu oleh diri ini... hati ini...yang terpaksa menanggung sakit nya, bebannya, seakan-akan telah lali dengan hidup ini... tapi apakan daya kita untuk menyerah pada permulaan ujian yang diberi olehNYA... jadi nasihat pada hati... BERTAHANLAH duhai HATI... sesungguhnya ALLAH bersama org2 yang sabar....

menangisku padaMU YA ALLAH... memohon agar diringankan UJIAN ni.... meminta PADAMU agar dijauhkan dari musibah dan perkara2 yang memudaratkan diri ini juga keluarga semuanya.... moga secebis doa dari hambaMU yang hina ini diterima OLehMU wahai TUHAN SEKALIAN ALAM....





kembalikanlah kedamaian untuk kami sekeluarga... dan jangan KAU palingkan hati kami apabila KAU beri hidayahMU ya ALLAH... amin...

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

sem break.... aka BOSAN :D

sekarang adalah semester break...so jdnya... ianyalah amat MemBOSANKAN....
so..... kena buat aktiviti supaya tak BOSAN tp tetap BOSAN
.......BOSAAAANNNN.....

Saturday, July 23, 2011

life is hurting me

..post kali ni... menyedihkan..sbb cter hdup ak yg x kering dgn ujian dari ALLAH... sekurang2nye Allah ingat aku....sbb tu dia bg ujian ni kan.. emm... just accept it dear... selepas mak aku sakit..baru nak rase hdup bahagia seperti kwn2 laen yg punya keluarga... tapi Tuhan bg kami rasa sekejap ja... sbb Tuhan ada lagi ujian ke atas kami sekeluarga... aku rasa hidup ak plg mencabar la... hehe sbb ...

yup mmg skg aku da masalah...yg sangat besar... haha ( AFIEZA DA MASALAH KE ) kelakar kan. sbb aku nampak hepi je... sape tahu dalam hati menangis mntak semua ni berakhir cepat... n ofkos MAZZYHA tahu apa yang aku alami sekarang... luar mungkin ak AFIEZA yg gila2... tp dalam ak tetap seorang hamba ALLAH yang lemah... lemah akan ujian dariNYA.. lemah dr sudut untuk berhadapan dengan ujianMU ya ALLAH... sesungguhnya....Ujian ni amat berat buat kami... ak pretend utk buat diri ak hepi tanpa memikirkan masalah ni semua.. tp apakan daya ak ttp manusia biasa... ak xleh pretend hepi kat sini.. tp akibatnya bapak n kakak ak ari2 menangis sbb ujian ni...

tp aku kan kuat... :) sbb ak menangis depan MAZZYHA je ehehhe... dan sb ak kan AFIEZA.... mungkin lah.... tp ak ttp manusia biase.. :(

Ya Allah.. andai ni takdir kami....kami rela Ya ALLAH... andai ni tertulis buat kami... kami Redha.. tp berilah kami kekuatan menghadapi ujian dariMU ni ya Allah... kami hamba Mu yang kerdil lagi hina dan lemah... KAU berilah kami kekuatan menempuh ujian MU tanpa rasa was2 Ya RABB...

Friday, July 8, 2011

yes.. I am strong !!

afieza kan kuat..tabah.. :\

hye.. feel like killing myself n get lost from this world... oh i shouldn't feel like that huh... after all .. problem keeps chasing me n family.. how should i welcome all this PROBLEm.. should i say.. hey thank God u came ... or should i neglect it just like that... how it keeps make me cry.. to this blog... i try to express all my feeling right now... nobody else are there to let me borrow their ears... of no... there are lots.. but i feel like burdening them.. ofkos.. they supposedly happy enjoying their life not buzzy focusing on others problem right..

emm... how should i describe my life right now.. am i happy... or am i satisfied with my life.. or am i sad about my whole story in my life... oh i dont have any answer for every question that i myself made up... hmm....

day by day... accompany by tears... i never asked for that tears to burst off from my eyes....but it happened.... just like that.. what can i do ??? do i now like blaming my fate?? yaaa i seem like that huh... u cant just blame your fate... just 'SABAR'.....

yes..people could only say SABAR... bcoz they just sympathy toward us... they are not in our place... but just with that word SABAR i would like to say thank you to all people who understand our situation especially now..in our hard time..

and wih that..i hope u all will always pray for us for a better life n may Allah hear your DOA... and i really hope u will be Reward by Allah...insyaAllah..... to all.... thank you..n may Allah bless u....

final word... to my dad : u are so special person Allah has created... n i thank Allah bcoz HE give me a SPECIAL DAD like u... n with the situation we a facing now... i really hope that u will always patient n make a correct decision for our family... no rush... no hurry... just ask for Allah help... forever i will always love u... thank you very much....

Friday, June 24, 2011

novel

nak novel ni semua !!!!!!!


* i want this first*

*can't wait*

*please *

*i want to read*


nak sangat bende ni semua sekali..............tolonglah... i need MPH..POPULAR or any bookstore please heheheh.... addicted to these novels already.. hehee

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

keep it as a secret PLEASE !!

SECRET-- RAHSIA :")

sometime we even dont know if we are hurting the person we love or care something like that lah kn.... and sometime jgak... we will do anything weird things until we hurt others !! did u know what i am trying to say !! hehe...

its kinda weird u know when we do love this person but we never ever think about her or his feeling toward us !! how to say this huh !!
we dont know whether he or she do love us back as much as we love them !! emm.. i am not that good in this LOVE matter bcoz i never experienced it before !! hehe ye lah kn :) but i am here just to say about this matter that sometime gets me into it !! others problem... not mine oke guys hehe



and please do keep it (your feeling) as a secret... i know people tends to story to others to make he or her feeling better.. but dont ever trust people will always listen to you... emm... im not pointing to anybody but just think back... it might be you or ME wrong !! hehehe we always make mistake anyway....

emm... i might be someone who are hypocrite... bcoz what im saying is not what i did... but... secret is always remain as a secret .. here i just want to say... its better u n your heart know what u feels right now... it will never doubted any others... :)



anyway fren... if u feel im not in your side !! i guess u wrong... but its all up to both of u... but for sure..dont ever make any one of u are hurting by one of ur actions... (betol ke ayat) lantakla hehehe

WAKE up... chase your dreams...to success is better :)
btw this is just my opnion n my feeling.. its might hurt someone or advise to someone... but do think positive yyaaahhh.... its all for your own good !!!

renung-renungkanlah...selamat MENCUBA :)


Monday, June 20, 2011

not a GOOD day !!!

HARI YANG MENDUKACITAKAN--SAD DAY !!

bangun pagi...mandi...siap !! pakai tdg LABUH oke... berdiri depan cermin kat bilik KAK SHA !! IROn balik tdg LABUH tu !!.. lepas tu hah LANTAKLAH... msok bilik !! siapkan diri lg !! tension.. siap buku..pakai kasut & KELUAR menuju LIF p7.. menanti EFFA di depan marhalah... naek kete.. masok DK IT.. BLaja... n so on...

but i'm not going to write about my daily routine lah kn...sape je nk dengar !! no AW class but still have to see her for our RESEARCH !! .. mine at 12.10 am..
with SEgunUNG harapan !! ak pon dengan selambanya masok ke BILIK MADAM dengan semangat... tanpa berbekalkan APE2 READING MATERIALS oke !!...
sebab ingatnya ... ak nk tye sal tajok aku yang amat mencurigakan... ak cuma prepare some note about the short stories... tp ak mmg x tunjuk lah kat MADAM... ak letak je kat bawah meja dia.. hehehe...

salah ak jgk tak bawak banyak READING MATERIALS kan !! .. emmm... xpela...nk wat cmne kan.... AFIEZA markah ko untuk tu akn SIKIT ko paham !!

tp lagi menyedihkan... TUKAR TAJUK ye kak !! maap... tp tolong tukar ye !!! hah......................................................

mengantok la dengar...rase nk kunyah gegendang telinga sape2 je !! haishhhh...
so GOOGLE plez help me ye DEAR ! :)

balik....minum cendol smbil kunyah C-A-K-O-I
hahahahhahah smbil bayangkan seseorg !!!!!!!!!!!!
kunyah sepuasnya !!!
sambil melepas kemarahan kepda mazzyha... pastu tros search kat lappy ni... cr psal literature smpai nk MUNTAh..... ziee msk maggi...makan !!! sambung balik !!!

sampai sekarang !!
mungkin da HIKMAHNYA ....
sabar :)

tu je nk ckp..at least ak rase ringan sikit otak ni !!
sbb nk ckp pon CIK MAZZYHA TIDOOOO
hehehehe

:D