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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

* willing to let u go *

>its a big confusing, sad,unlucky & so on... we're not meant together ??? oh definitely yes..
WE'RE NOT FOR EACH OTHER...thats make me woke up and realize that u r not mine !! at first it was hurt..scared..unacceptable..unhappy felling..down.. disappointed..
EVERYTHING I FELT AT THIS TIME..

i kept asking myself why why why why why and WHY ??? it was so heavy for me to be in this situation.. was my feeling is REAL??? is my feeling truly to him ?? is my feeling are accepted ?? is my feeling is sincerely ?? oooohhh... what a feeling i had!!!! u make my life ruined !! always thinking about this FEELING !!!... i'm in bad situation NOW !! oh please take me out of this situation !!! i hate this.... u know what ... sometimes... i wonder who are meant for me !! n i wish i could see my destiny ??? who will be part of my life.. to share his beautiful life wif me....but its all ALLAH SECRET... nobody knows.... ehm.. but after i had a talk wif my fren.. i realize that someone meant for us are out there ??? where ?when?how?n who ?? we don't know yet... love is special feeling that ALLAH gives to us.. both men and women... everybody have their own partner...so i have decide for no love until ALLAH open my heart for someone that has been fated with me.. someone for me.. so afieza wake up lah sayang... don't be like this.. he is just nothing to you !! he's just nobody... just a shadow for u to chase.. and its wasting time to chase a shadow dear !! we'll never ever get the shadow because it doesn't exist....

so make an improvement... left all this matter at the back... and don't ever looked back again.... and u will surely happy.... n enjoying your beautiful life..
n i'm still thankful to ALLAH because i have many loves from my family... friends.. and everybody... AND REALLY thank to my fren : nurul FARHANIM SAHIDAN bcoz u such a good fren to me >> dear i miss u !!.... sob sob T_T ....

hanim... i'll try my best to forget HIM... but always remind me of this stupid things...make sure i'm out of this.... oh really thank to you dear.. i felt better after told u everything.......

p/s: AFIEZA don't ever sad about this things oke... make yourself better dear !! and always belief in ALLAH....
AFIEZA : MESTI BOLEH SBB DIA KAN BUDAK CUTE LAGI BRUTAL ......
:)

2 comments:

Rintihan Hati said...

aq x sangka yg kwn aq ni pon jiwang rupe2nya..hahhaha..(diam2 ubi berisi)..:)

siti nur afieza said...

bkan jiwang la...tp peka trhadap prasaan yg di alami hahaha

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