*selamat ulang tahun sayang*

** ALLAH selmatkan kamu...ALLAH selamatkan kamoo..ALLAH selamatkan ibuku...ALLAH selamatkan CHEMAH YAHAYA...**

.....mak...slamat ulang tahun ..slamat hari jadi... slmat hari lahir.. slamat semuanya...

.....sayang mak sgt2.....

.....rindu mak sangat2.....

.....mak mmg best.....

.....mak memang cantekk.....

.....my wish for my gorjes MOM IN DE WORLD...

may ALLAH bless u always.... may ALLAH gives u a good health.... may ALLAH mAKES u always healthy.... may ALLAH protect u ... may ALLAH BLESS our family.....

mom.. even u are getting older u still beautiful... still young heehheh

<> hahahaha

slamat ulang tahun yg ke-46 mom......still young hah!!!! :)

moga mak sentiasa dlm rahmatNYA..mga pa yg di impikan mnjd kenyataan... mg umo panjang... murah rezeki.... d dunia n akhirat mndpt syafaat NYA.. insyaALLAH...

i hve no present for u.... but my promise to u is... im going to make u proud to have a daughter like me..insyaALLAH n i will make u be the happiest parents in this world....

PUAN CHEMAH YAHAYA.... SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN SYANG....

anak mak ni syg sangat kat mak... dia x akan pernah lupakan mak... mak doakn kejayaan anak mak ni tau hehehhehe

c yaa........ i will make u proud.. :)

* willing to let u go *

>its a big confusing, sad,unlucky & so on... we're not meant together ??? oh definitely yes..

WE'RE NOT FOR EACH OTHER...thats make me woke up and realize that u r not mine !! at first it was hurt..scared..unacceptable..unhappy felling..down.. disappointed..

EVERYTHING I FELT AT THIS TIME..

i kept asking myself why why why why why and WHY ??? it was so heavy for me to be in this situation.. was my feeling is REAL??? is my feeling truly to him ?? is my feeling are accepted ?? is my feeling is sincerely ?? oooohhh... what a feeling i had!!!! u make my life ruined !! always thinking about this FEELING !!!... i'm in bad situation NOW !! oh please take me out of this situation !!! i hate this.... u know what ... sometimes... i wonder who are meant for me !! n i wish i could see my destiny ??? who will be part of my life.. to share his beautiful life wif me....but its all ALLAH SECRET... nobody knows.... ehm.. but after i had a talk wif my fren.. i realize that someone meant for us are out there ??? where ?when?how?n who ?? we don't know yet... love is special feeling that ALLAH gives to us.. both men and women... everybody have their own partner...so i have decide for no love until ALLAH open my heart for someone that has been fated with me.. someone for me.. so afieza wake up lah sayang... don't be like this.. he is just nothing to you !! he's just nobody... just a shadow for u to chase.. and its wasting time to chase a shadow dear !! we'll never ever get the shadow because it doesn't exist....

so make an improvement... left all this matter at the back... and don't ever looked back again.... and u will surely happy.... n enjoying your beautiful life..

n i'm still thankful to ALLAH because i have many loves from my family... friends.. and everybody... AND REALLY thank to my fren : nurul FARHANIM SAHIDAN bcoz u such a good fren to me >> dear i miss u !!.... sob sob T_T ....

hanim... i'll try my best to forget HIM... but always remind me of this stupid things...make sure i'm out of this.... oh really thank to you dear.. i felt better after told u everything.......

p/s: AFIEZA don't ever sad about this things oke... make yourself better dear !! and always belief in ALLAH....

AFIEZA : MESTI BOLEH SBB DIA KAN BUDAK CUTE LAGI BRUTAL ......

:)

welcome

now !!!!!! we're going to celebrate the new year of 2011... welcome 2011 and goodbye 2010..... of course in 2010... we have a lots of joy n sadness.... experience..enjoyable moment..sadness..n everything... and i hope 2011 will bring some unforgettable memory tome... n insyaAllah will be the luckiest year eva for me..... there lot of work to be done in this year... of course la kan... hehe

first of all... thank Allah i'm still given this opportunity to breath on this world n have my single days with my beloved family n frens... Alhamdulilah..syukur....

and i really hope in this year.... i will become someone that useful to myself, n my family.... and also bcome someone that i can be proud of...n my parents proud to have a daughter like me... insyaAllah......

welcome 2011... n welcome 20 years old girl ... hehe,.... talking about year... of course..when we clebrate new year we also celebrating our old day... hehehehe... we're getting older each times we celebrated the new year... did u realize???

sumtimes i felt excited to became 20 years old girl... but sumtime i felt sad bcoz im going to let go my 19 years life... ohhh im not going to be *teen... but *ty..
nineteen : twenty
ooohhhh.... should i feel happy or sad?????/ im confuse...

anyway... welcome 2011....... may Allah make our ways easier n smoothly.....
insyaAllah....
makes your days be good yaa frens.... make Allah bless all of you..
:)

** I'M DowN **

tuesday... was a bad day for me.... i'm doing something that is crazy if i think back.. oh how come i said that word to *** ... how malu i was... oh god....

am i being too honest by saying that word to ***... oh Gosh really makes me feel stupid n unhappy.... AFIEZA.....!!!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HAH ????

oh i'm really lost my mind that time... i feel bad n weak......

how come hah ????

i kept wondering how i can said each of that word to *** !!!!!

that was very STUPID THINGS I EVER DONE.....

ohh... it kept bothering me arh...

i can't ever think about that !!!

if i can go back to the past..

oooh how could me !!!

if i erase *** memory !!!!

if could do anything....

but..... that all was an impossible to be done by me!!!

sooooo saddddd....i hope *** can forget about what i told *** yesterday..

even though its stupid but

somehow i felt good for letting that stupid thing away hehehhee

but still im depressed about it

hope i also can forget about what have i done yesterday uhhh....

** menghitung hari **

i'm still counting the day to go home.... hehehhe... that was me.... checking the calendar.. make a number of days... tell everybody about how many days left ehhehehehe... that me... i love the way i am hehehehhe..... hahahaha...

lame lagi la weyh nak balik hehehehe.... mgu depan kot... ari khmis plak tu hmmmm... mengira lg lah ak jwbnye haha... lpas mid term.. assignments n presentation then the most important things to be done is GOING BACK TO PENANG... wiiiiihhhhuuuuu can't wait

mak... tunggu aw hehe anak kesayangan mu pulang bersama harapan hehehehe... harapan nya ialah tolong belikannya sebuah phone yg baru... heheheh phone lama nya telah nazak n skg kat ICU dah hehheheh... mak belikan aw... plez.... kalo x beli pon xpala/... biaqlah anak mak ni gna fon rosak kan heheheheh,....

bapak skali aw... u must buy me one plezz.... but i dont force both of u hehehe.... if my luck i will get it hehehehe

btw...., cannot wait to hug both of uuuuuu.............wait for me..... im coming heheheheh

love u...

always n eva.....

daaaa

to All My FREn... DELS

** busy kah ?? **

hehhehe malasnye nk wat assignment n some revision for mid term.. ohhh malaih nya cheq nk blajaq... variaties present mgu depan n still looking for the title of the presentation.. mid term trnslation is just around the corner... oh my.... banyak nye dgn term paper nye yg pe pon x mule lagi ha.. tajuk pon x de lagi....... oh dunia ni semua hahaha..... nur afifah we have a lots of work hah dear?? oooohhhhhhh helllppp meeee... naseb punye lah baek ak undi utk presentation varieties no. 1 hahaha.. sory ye kengkawan sya punye tangan mungkin x bnasib baek hahahah... xpe be enjoy to be the first group to present hahahaha..

maybe tajuk varieties kitorg malaysian english based on grammar aspects.. kpd group laen jgn rampas tajuk itu hah.... ni amaran.. akn d kenakan hukuman bagi kump yg mencuri tajuk saye stlh saye bersusah payah menekan keyboard googling for the tajuk oke... heheheh takoooot x wey??? mintak2 la,.... semua jalan dgn lancar sbb ak mahu pulang jgk... xmo tangguhkan ye kwan2 hahaha

to my group members ples do some research based on our tajuk yg ak dah beri itu... besar kemungkinan kita akn pick tajuk tu hehehe ye semua..... jgn x search ye... kalo x search nahas korang sumer... ak ikat kat pokok ... hahahhaha

enough for now... busy wif my varieties of english

ddaaaaa... c yaaa soon...

:D